How many more times am I going to say I will start again tomorrow. Today I went to my in-laws to watch the football game. I guess I should start this how my day started. I woke up early and was having a great day. I got my computer and got on Facebook to catch up on all the stupid games I play. Then I got up out of bed about 8am or so. As soon as I got up, the phone rang....It was my mom and she was crying. My Aunt is in the hospital and they didn't think she was going to make it thought the day. So we panic and start to figure out how we are going to get there and how my grandparents were getting out there (they are in AZ). Then we find out that my grandmother is sick as well and can't fly out and will not go to the doctor!
What a way to start a day! Needless to say I was feeling down and panic, I stopped focusing on my diet and just stopped thinking!!! After everyone calmed down I was still shut off. Then about 11am Brit's dad called and wanted us to come in so we got ready and drove in. Now sometimes they have great food and sometimes it is different (to me) but today it was in between so I ate and drank a few beers, I guess really I have done worse. I guess why I feel so yucky is everything was full of garlic and lots of garlic. It doesn't really matter I didn't eat how I wanted, and I always think I am starting tomorrow but really when it is alway tomorrow when am I going to start??? Here it is January 24 and I am still at step one, saying it will began tomorrow! Right now I feel like crap, I feel like my blood sugar is up and I really need to drink more water....Why is it so hard to drink water?? I love how it taste, why can't I drink it. I would feel so much better if I would drink water!! I think my emotions are on over load and I just need to go to bed and start again tomorrow, but this will be the last time you will here that from me!! Tonight is the last time I say those words!!
My short goal for tomorrow, drink all my water and get at least 6000 steps in!!!!
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