A Hard Day

Man today was a hard day! I haven't slept in a few day but last night I slept really good!!! So I had a really hard time getting up and the littlest thing set me off. Just about anything made me mad!!! Ever since I had baby # 3 I have had really bad periods, I bleed really heavy and I loose lots of big clots, yes I know this is too much info...sorry but I get really tired and it is not alot of fun to move around because of this. So today I didn't want to do my slim in 6. I was depressed!!! I did it!!!! I got off my butt and did it!!! I worked out. Once I started doing it, it really wasn't a big deal. It felt good! Then I had a ice cream, Dr, Pepper float, I mean really what is wrong with me?!?! It didn't even taste good! One step forward and three back! It will get easier and I will not want a float someday, I just hope it will be someday soon!!! I am going to bed, and tomorrow it will be 2 steps forward and 1 step back!!!!